Wow. I just was making dinner. A song popped into my head and i had that feeling "i gotta call Nate , share this with him. Work on a new tune". And then it hit me. He ain't in the office to take my call. I know you've been having the same experience too. It's so hard and so inconceivable. My lord it's just .... well... not surprising but surprising. I thought he had beat the dragon, but i guess he had just gotten really proficient at managing the addiction. At times i wondered if he'd found a pain management doctor and was under opiate dependence supervision. I still don't know, as I'm afraid to ask. Not afraid. But i don't expect to get truth out of anyone. And in the end it doesn't matter cause what matters is- he's gone.
I will always love him , my little brotha from the Shirley motha. ... Nate- i love you boss. You are missed. Your spirit and heart are with me all the time. ❤️❤️❤️.
I'm so sorry this happened i wish you were still here with us.